Random Drive

Random elk we saw in Estes the other night. It was pretty sweet because they were walking right by the car. I'm glad they didn't get mad and start to charge it though.

on a more positive note

This is a list of things that are positive in my life-
Work: they are give me hours and I'm making money
School: classes aren't too hard
House: only there limited amount of time. I have food to eat and bed to sleep in a very nice bed.
Roommate-never really home we don't talk much
Friends-building relationships with new people. girls at that!
family-no problems that i know of. seeing them this weekend
car- it runs
no boy drama
i don't have IR on friday
I saw a friend from middle school tonight while working
i bought a cute lamp at work.
jesus loves me
meh i am really struggling to be positive and this didn't really help much. :(

Over a month

It's been over a month since school started. I haven't gone home in a long time. I like living in my own apartment. Sometimes cooking for myself gets to be old, but at least I can eat whatever I want. I'm working between 2-30 hours a week at Office Depot and Kidz Night Out. I am taking 14 hours this semester. French 414, French 301, Human Geog, Macro, and into to international relations. It's cool, but somewhat boring. I work Sunday's so I don't get to go to church anymore. I go to Bible studies on Monday nights. God has blessed me with a wonderful group of girls. Satan has been relentless, but God's been winning for the most part. Not much time to really go into detail...

Normal life

So here it is...normal life. Back to reality where there's this sense of mondane scheduling and a huge to do list. I got a job this week....Office Depot, working evenings 5-10 probably 20 hours a week. Not bad. I might cut back though. I want to have a social life to and just kinda get to know my friends for real this semester. I think I'm going to talk to my new manager about letting me have a friday/saturday night off once a week so that I can do this kids thing. I really want to make a difference in the community and an impact for God. I'm really excited for classes to start on Monday. Two French classes, international relations class, human geo, and macro...sounds like it's goin to be an interesting semester. I've been having amazing quiet times. God has been so gracious, but satan has been relentless in his attacks against me. I really need to get that group together to start praying and maybe we will get stronger against his attacks, but I am certain that he will only up the stakes. Especially if we are praying for the people that he owns right now. The lost on campus are one of my focuses this semester. Along with finding my group of girls. I really liked just hanging out with girls this summer and I've been longing for that relationship in the weeks I've been home. I think I want to be done telling the stories about Paris and just use what I've learned. I think I'm looking back at it too much...well here's to the next 15/16 weeks of classes. Pray for my roommate. She's a great friend and needs to find Jesus' love again.

One step closer...

My bible study was amazing this morning. I am greatly blessed by our Lord and Savoir. I've spent this apparently dreary morning watching a sad movie... Steel Magnolias followed by listening to Mercy Me and diving into my Experiencing the Heart of Jesus Bible study. Today was a look toward heaven that sent my heart to dancing. How can the thought of being one step closer to seeing Glory face to face. Will I be speechless? Or will I sing praises to the King? I will not shead a tear, for tears will be no more!! There will be no sadness, no mourning, no "good days" and "bad days." We will all be made new and be in the presence of our creator.
Here are a few verses to check out, hopefully they will encourage you as they did me.
Hebrews 12:2 Revalations 22:12 Habakkuk 3:17-18. Well those are just a few...but I pray God blesses you today.

Preparation

I'm spending a lot of time in the word and in prayer because I have nothing else to do. Perhaps I should go out and try and meet people and start building relationships with people who don't know Christ. I'll continue to pray and let God lead me. Hope all is well.

Moved in

Hey... So I have been back for almost a week now. On Wednesday I woke up at 3:30 am. It was glorious. I wash washing clothes by 5am. I went shopping with my mom to look for a comforter and ended up buying one from Kohls, it's jean/khaki. I like it a lot. I got my hair cut and then I moved up to Greeley. Got my bed in order, made the futon in the living room, and got some of my clothes put away. Thursday I went and bought groceries and job hunting...it sucked. I did like 6 applications. Then my breaks weren't really working, so my dad ended up putting some in my car. I came back had a hamburger on a nicely lit charcoal grill. It was very tasty. Friday I did some more unpacking...putting things in place...or just somewhere for the time being. My mom called and said that she got a job so I packed up some clothes and headed down to Denver. The only catch was, my breaks weren't really working again, and the light was on. Hmmm. I drove 65 miles with breaks that bearly work. It was kinda sketchy, but I did stop to buy some okra and cantelope. I was way excited. My family and I ate at Stewart Anderson's, which was very good. Friday night I just kinda hung out at the house with the family. Saturday I got up early again, but this time due to my loud barking dogs...my mom and I started looking on craigslist for a dresser and we ended up finding a garage sale, and worked our way over there...it's amazing. I painted it and all that. I did some more hanging out at the house and just relaxing. Sunday I went to church in English...wow it's wonderful to hear God's word in your own language. French is good, but I don't understand it much, so kinda difficult. I had lunch with Janell, a friend from elementary school. That was a lot of fun. We talked for a bit and then I left to go show my pictures to the other college students from church. I hung out with Britta, ate some Thai food and had some starbucks. This morning I got a call for an interview at Office Depot, so I packed up, got to greeley unloaded some stuff with the help of Jordan, and then went to the interview. I had to go do a drug test, and I totally couldn't do it. I duno what my deal was, but finally I got it and it worked out. My room is almost together minus a few things and it's quite nice to finally just be able to relax in my room. Next task is the kitchen and living room....not looking forward to it. Watch out for pics of my new place...new look and random Greeley living.

These are all my wonderful friends...Praise God!!!

Last Day

Today was my last day in Paris. I have some days inbetween travelling, but those don't really count. I slept, watched the rain, and hung out and read. Then we left to have a going away party, and it was a lot of fun. It was supposed to be a surprise, but we knew...but it was my first surprise party. I love the people here, so I will surely miss then. I have great pictures and would love to share them with anyone who hasn't seem them. Lots of stories as well. Be back in a week and a day. Looking forward to it, but it's hard to say goodbye.

new pics

hey..i added some new photos from a boat cruise we took and some of mani...you all should check them out.

MOUNTAINS!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh how I miss the mountains dearly and God knew it and he allowed me to come to dear Switzerland. I am so greatful. The view is amazing. There's the lake and then mountains all around...wonderful. Work, however, is hard. We are doing surveys and it is hard to stand outside all afternoon and only get a few people to actually do surveys. Thursday was wonderful we each made contacts and hopefully we will have meetings with them next week. Last week we had six girls living in our apartment, but one went back home this weekend...wow, so now five in the same small apartment. It's like a slumber party for a whole month. Almost dorm life, but not quite because I have my own room and I don't have to share the bathroom with as many people. I have been reading two books this week. Jesus the One and Only and Captivating wonderful books that are soothing to my soul. When I get back to the states there is so much that I must tell. One month minus a day until I am home. That is exciting and sad all the same. For the last week I might be going to Strasbourg, France to meet up with an International Student. I am really excited to be able to talk to her and get to know her in her own culture. This week we will be on the street Tuesday-Friday/Saturday for surveys and we might have visits as well. Be in prayer for us, so that we might not be discouraged. I added some photos that Marie took in her garden...it's really pretty, you might want to steal them for your computer's background. God bless...Rachelle

Latest...

Since I've been here I've read a number of books. This week I finished The Five Love Languages for Singles and Sacred Romance. They are wonderful...highly reccomended. I need to find something else to read, but I'm afraid with the OM girls moving in on Tuesday there won't be too much time to read. There will be 6 of us in our little apartment, crazy, however, Judith leaves on July 12 to go back to Germany. I will be gone this up coming weekend to Switzerland and then two weekends later Melanie will go to London. Anyway that's just the little update for what's coming up in the future. I have about 5 weeks left. Still not sure what I'll be doing the first week of August. I find out soon who my International Ambasador partner will be in two weeks so maybe I can go visit that person, whomever they will be.

Some thoughts while I have time

Well I'm serving God but it doesn't seem like I am doing much. I meet people here and there, but they aren't really interested in hearing anything that we have to say. We hand out stuff so maybe someone will watch it or read it, I hope they do. I'm halfway done and it still feels like I've just started. I'm halfway across the world with people I bearly know, but if I were home I'd be surrounded by people I know, yet wouldn't have time for. It's interesting how being further separated from the things that I held onto so dearly begin to fade. It talks about seasons and how life changes so quickly and so often depending on where we are and what we are doing...I've realized that in the past year. The friends I had in high school are really just a glimpse of the past now, but I'm excited about my new friends. The friends that I'm excited to get emails from...the ones I'm excited to see when I get back...but even then part of me will still be here. In 6 weeks I've met some amazing people here. People whose hearts' are for the lord...It's amazing. I love spending one on one time with the girls who have so much to offer and they don't realize what they are giving me...I ask them questions prodding into their lives learning why and how they got here and what God has on their hearts...its fun. I had lunch with one yesterday and we hung out for a few hours alone on wednesday..it was great. Then when the group met up with us it started to rain..only it was more like a mist and it continued the rest of the night. We went down to the latin quarter and there was some great music and a lot of people. I spent almost an hour in mcdonalds trying to buy a coke in order to go to the bathroom... as the french say...oh la la. My pants were already a little wet so I started puddle jumping as we were strolling for the Effiel tower.. its quite beautiful when it sparkles.. The friends I am with here are so full of life..not that the others aren't but it's a different kind of life...we all have the same passion, our hearts beat with the same rhythm..its a new thing for me. It's going to be hard to leave..but a relief to be home...I'm not sure.

In the midst of it all

Lately it's been fun. Doing stuff here doing stuff there. Nothing too exciting has happened since last monday and the toilet explosion thing...Never in my life have I ever experienced that before. Wow. Okay so this week...
Today: Doing some surveys hopefully meeting people
Tuesday: Surveys again meeting with some girls we met last week
Wendesday: Kids carnival music festival...woo free music all around Paris
Thursday: more surveys? maybe meet with new people or old people
Friday: surveys again? meet with people? who knows
Saturday: eating some lunch/dinner with Alex and Tyler

It's kinda all the same everyday not much change and seems to run together. I've been speaking more French and I can understand people for the most part, which is really good. I'm not going to Hungary since my friends are too busy to see...sad...looks like I'm off to somewhere else in Europe or France....Any ideas? Glorious! I'm learning how to bend and be very flexible even if it's completely backwards or all the way forwards...i hope my muscles don't tear. Email me I'm feeling slightly disconnected.

An experience of a lifetime

It started out as a normal day...Annette and Tyler came over for the usual bible study...followed by Tyler staying a bit longer to hang out to past some time until he met Jim. Melanie and I were reading on the couch when I got bored and decided to take a little nap...Melanie left to go over to the internet cafe and then it all started...I heard some strange noise, like water turned on and they were hosing something off outside my apartment but curiosity didn't stir much so I didn't get up and look because it stopped after a few minutes. Naturally after a nap you feel the urge of needing to go to the bathroom so I did...This experience, however, would not be a normal trip to the WC. Before I had finished I heard a rumble beneath my seat (no i didn't fart)...before there was time to react the toilet became proactive. If you have been to Yellowstone you know what Old Faithful is like, I had something like a first hand experience with a geyser, only my geyer was my toilet. Water was spraying everywhere and it wasn't like a normal backup...this water was out for a vengence and out to get me. When it started spraying I moved quickly to the door, opening and then shutting it while I was outside...then proceeded to pull up my pants...Yeah it happened that quickly. I was standing outside the bathroom stunned that this had occured...I then called some people to try and get help, but all I got was laughter and confused people on the other line. Jim finally called me back and said he was coming over later with a man who would help us figure out what had gone wrong....He came over and they looked and there was no explination. They decided to go over to the property manager to find out there was a sign in the hallway saying that they would be cleaning out the sewers that day... The sign needless to say is not in a spot I normally look and wouldn't have spent time reading it considering the context was quite dense in French with vocab I don't understand.. So that is my story of the exploding toilet...an experience of a lifetime....our God surely has a sense of humor.

new PICS AGAIN....

Paris is beautiful when the sun shines

How is everyone doing? I am doing well. I went into Paris today...lots of fun...posted some pictures so click the link to see those. Today we went to Sacre Coeur/Montmartre then over to Luxembourg Gardens, saw the outside of the Pantheon, walked the Champs-Elysees and happened to run into a parade of somesort so we stopped to watch that...we went over to La Defense which has the Grand Arch..and then back...Long day with lots of walking, around lots of people...Good old Paris. This week has been full of activities. Monday we had a visit with a Christian women who was at one time Muslim, so she kinda has some things mixed up between the too. so please be in prayer for her. I went to a party to say goodbye to someone that I just met a couple of weeks ago. Her name is Cathy and she is from Pupa New Guinea and left on Friday. Tuesday I went to the class and hoped to have a visit to go on, but I didn't so I came back home and read and studied my stories and such. Wednesday we had another kids carnival but it rained so we went to the church and played there. I went to a really cute shop after that called Provence, a really Frenchy store. Thursday went to the class again and no visit either. Friday I had a visit with a woman, who is an Egyption and she isn't always receptive to stories so be in prayer for her. She is a widow and has several children. We went and prayer walked one of the new families houses, which is a huge PRAISE!!!! Some of the others went over to another neighborhood where another new family is in the process of renting a house but that paperwork hasn't gone through yet, so please be in prayer for that! I had a lot of time last night just hanging out with myself. I have been reading Joshua and it talks a lot about how God was with the Isrealites as they defeated all the people in the promise land...but you all know that...it's a great testamony though. This week...
Church tomorrow, free museums tomorrow, then maybe some 24 sometime this week at Anne's house, training all day monday, class tuesday and thursday and then whatever else I'm told to do....woohooo.
GOD BLESS

Don't be afraid

Lately God has been saying over and over again, "Don't be afraid." I think it is an echo that I have been ignoring because I don't want to admit I am afraid. I think that not being able to speak fluently has affected me much here. I have no confidence to stand and talk to people about anything. Even though we speak French we speak mostly English, and only say one or two sentences to others when we want something. I have been learning stories. Creation to Noah. I don't have much time to explain all that's going on...pray for courage and obediance.

since we last talked

Hey everyone!!! Thursday it rained but we still had the kids club because it rained while we were having it. Jim and Tyler were able to meet some men and young men so that is such a praise. Friday Melanie and I went to Djazia's house to have our speaking French session, after that we went into Paris and rode around on the bus. We ate at a cute little cafe... our waiter was Spanish, and yes, he was cute. So far we havent seen any cute French boys. Darn!!!! We rode by the Arc d'Triomphe and la Place de Concord. Very beautiful places. We went back to our apartment for a nap and dinner, only to go back into Paris to go to an international church. Church was interesting. First of all the pastor who delivered the sermon was a woman and she didnt really use the word!!!! no good!! oh well the worship was in English so that was good. We walked around the Latin Quarter and ate a crepe and then we walked over to Notre Dame and it was beautiful, since it was lit up. It was rotic, romantic without the man, all of us there were single, its the joke around here since there are so many of us in such a romantic place. Saturday we cleaned our apartment and then headed over to Betina's to help paint her living room. Then we went to the Latin quarter again and ate in a little French restaurant, good, but wouldnt eat there again. Today we went to the French church, I didn't understand everything, but i understood some of what was said. I have no clue what the plans are for this week besides party tomorrow, class tuesday, class thursday, hopefully some visits this week and bible study in the morning. Pray for the people that we will be around this week that they would hear the word of God and be affected by it. God bless

Pictures!!!

I added pictures to my webshots. Click the photo link and it will take you to it.

howdy

so for those of you who would like to send something over here, this is the address as i know it
rachelle ivy
8 allee henri legall
92230 Gennevilliers, France

we dont have a key for our mailbox as of now but what can you do. maybe i can reach my hand in it and grab stuff out. yesterday we went to the French classes and taught. i tought a women named Filie or Fily. We were working on the alphabet and things like that. It was really fun. Today and tomorrow we are supposed to have a kids carnival to meet contacts,hopefully it does not rain. there are volunteers here from virgina and mississippi. melanie got her bag late monday night!!! anne williams a missionary is staying with us as her apartment is being painted. we are still doing training and Tyler, Melanie and I are doing a Bible study with our project leader weekday mornings and currently it is focused on fear so we are studying stories of the old testament. plans continue to be changed as to what we will be doing. i am becoming more confident speaking french so it is fun to walk around the litte village area where we live. i hope to be able to have conversations today with people at the carnival. God bless all of you who read this. I miss you all very much.

prayer requests

we start trainging this week.... pray for the following
melanie's bag to come
the people learning french
our hearts to be prepared
training
learning stories
speaking more french

i havent gotten my pictures uploaded yet but i am working on it!!! soon!!!!

first couple of days in france

well first of all both of my flights were delayed. i got here and i went to my apartment where i met jim, bethany, and tyler. i have met a lot of american missionaries here. it is very difficult to type on a french keyboard. it is a lot different then good old qwerty. I went to a mosque, saw le louvre, but not inside. I have ridden the bus and metro. it is an experience. its quite lonely living in my apartment. girl tyler is there for a little before i go to sleep but is gone before i wake up. i helped with a language class and i visited a lady today that is going to help me speak french better. i am meeting with her tomorrow to talk. i dont have much to say so it will be hard. in an hour i am going to meet the girls mother. i cant wait until melanie gets here so i wont be as bored. maybe this weekend i will go site seeing in paris. well pray for my french speaking and pray for the ladies i help with learning french.

Packing

Everything is in boxes for the most part that I brought down from school and a few more things I threw in here and there. As sad as it is to pack up all my things, I'm actually really excited; mostly to move into my first apartment in Greeley. This summer in France, I'm going to learn how to cook, FINALLY!!! I've also got a head start on my packing for France. I've got most things in my suit cases, besides the clothes that need to be washed and the other things I need to buy like mac and cheese boxes, peanut butter, maybe some other dry food type things. We're going to have to ration our American treasures. While in France these are some of the things that I'm going to miss... my sister's moveout, my cousin Daurie's high school graduation...my cousin kendall's 22 birthday, my mom's 50th birthday, father's day, my cousin Daurie's 19 birthday, Dalton's 14, Darren's 17, and Keenan's 16 birthdays those are just a few.. I know there are more things, but just in general for the family stuff. I've decided against taking my computer for a few reasons, it's only 1euro/hour at the internet cafe and I'd rather spend the money than have the chance of losing 2000 and i don't really feel like carrying around an extra 6 lbs when i don't have to.
Prayer requests....pray for the first week I will be doing somethings which I haven't been informed of yet. pray that melanie will get there safely a week later and we will start our training. pray for tyler the other american coming. pray for the european coming in june. be praying for the people we are witnessing to. pray for my ablity to speak french...it will be shaky at first...that's about all i can think of for now. oh comment with your email so i can get an email list going. thanks.

Moved out, but not moved in

I AM NO LONGER LIVING IN THE DORMS!!!!!! HORRAY!!! Now that's something to celebrate. I'm absolutly thrilled to not live in the dorms again. I'm only going to live here at home for a week, then I'm off to France!!! I'm so excited. I'm assuming that when I come back I'll only live here for a few days before I move back up to Greeley, in my house!!, to find a job and get settled before school starts. I'm super excited to see what God has for me in the next couple of months. It will be difficult to understand if only one or two people accept Christ, or if no one does at all. Be in prayer for the people that I will be ministering to. I'm still somewhat in the dark to what we will be doing. First week-trainning...becoming accustomed to speaking French. I think speaking and listening will take more than week to become good at; however, I think I'll try and practice as much as I can this week. Second week-go out and survey women and try and spark their intrest in The Truth! This is going to be the most difficult thing the whole trip I think. Only being in France for two weeks and having to step out of my comfort zone and try to speak to them in French about God...it won't be me talking, because I don't even know the vocabulary to say those things. After that, I don't know. Setting up meeting times to get to know these people, building relationships, discipling them. I'm not nervous yet. I'm not really scared yet. I don't think either of those will set in until I go through security at the airport. I'll be all alone for three months, halfway around the world. God laid something on my heart last week that really needs prayer. I can't really describe it yet because God hasn't totally revealed it to me. I think this summer he will reveal more to me about it, but please be in prayer for what God has called me to do after I get back from France...if it's truly from God then it is going to be AMAZING.

Praise God

God is truly amazing. I'm so blessed! When I got here yesterday at 11, I raced to take my French oral and then came back and opened my support letters. God has provided me with more than enough to go to France. It was a great thing to come back to after a hard weekend. The funeral was really good. God was glorified. If people didn't hear the gospel through it, then I would be surprised. I move out of the dorms tomorrow. HORRAY!!! I'm absolutly thrilled. Can't wait. I'm slightly stressed though. Right now without my final I have a 69.8 in Anatomy. Please pray that I pass the class with a C. I really need that for my gpa, but God's will!!! I took my Biochemistry final early this morning and I think I did fairly well on it. Hopefully I got a B on that test so I can have an A in the class. I'm really looking forward to be home next week. It will be fairly boring since no one will really be around to hang out with, and I'll miss all my friends from here dearly, but it should be a good week preparing for France. I'll be reading up on some Islam stuff as well as studying my testimony and the story that I'll be telling while I'm witnessing in a couple of weeks. I'm hopefully going to be able to post about once a week, but I think I'll type up stuff during the week and then just copy and paste it on here, so you'll have much enjoyment. I'm not sure how much time I'll have to read emails and such, but I'm really excited to hear from everyone. I don't know if I'll be able to call anyone, but my family. Please continue to pray for them and healing. This semester has been really tough. Moving the for stuff out of my Grandparent's house, mom losing her job, sister not liking me much, uncle dying of cancer....just not my 3 months. Through all of this, God has continued to bless me and it's been amazing. I'm so thankful for everyone and their support. I would write more today, but I need to pack, study for anatomy, and write me French portfolio. I pray that whomever reads this will be blessed and in good health.
in him,
Rachelle

Praise God

Way to End Dead Week

Actually Writen Friday Night

I’m in the middle of nowhere on highway 83 heading toward Perryton, Texas. I feel somewhat numb. It hasn’t really sunken in. I’m partially excited for my uncle; I mean who doesn’t want to be home right now, instead of this sick sad world. I have head phones on and I can still hear the loud radio, which has nothing on it. I had been worry about what would happen if my uncle were to have died while I was gone; God’s plan is more perfect than mine. I sit in the car pondering God’s will and I’m without words. I suppose if he wanted me to know, he would tell me. My dad confessed that he’s not completely supportive of my France trip. Of course he thinks I should be working this summer to help pay for college. I think I will be okay. God will provide the money somehow. I am being faithful and going out and proclaiming the truth. He’s provided the means for the mission trip, why limit him and paying for college. My mom needs to start looking for a job, I’m afraid farming this summer isn’t going to be the same. I’m not sure if we’ll have crops after this. It’s sad to think that after this wheat harvest, we might not have anyone to farm our land. Perhaps we will get subsidized by the government for leaving the land unfarmed. They do something like that. Jesus saves and grace is sufficient is running through my head like a stock ticker. God has been preparing me for this, I just wasn’t so sure that it was really this he was preparing me for. I love spending time with my family. I just wish it were for fun, rather than to celebrate my uncle’s life and then lay his body in the ground. I hadn’t seen him since January. I think there’s more closure in saying goodbye to a living person, rather than a lifeless body that doesn’t even look like the person. If you called to ask how I’m feeling right now, I would say fine, because I am not really feeling much. I’m almost cold to the idea. I cried on the way home from Fort Collins. I cried when I got the phone call that we needed to leave for Texas tonight, but I didn’t cry when I got the phone call from my sister saying that he had passed. God should be glorified because the man was absolutely in love with him. He was a strong man of faith. What is in an obituary that makes it seem so sad? Why not call it a celebration of life? I have a portfolio due on Wednesday, and an oral. Thursday I have my biochem final and Friday I have my anatomy final. Something tells me that I’m not going to be focused on any of these things. I’m listening to “Waging War” by Shane and Shane, good song. I think this time is going to be different because I actually have friends there to support me. I think I am conditioned to push myself away from everyone, whether that’s a bad thing I don’t know. I told people to pray for me, and I think that’s enough. Tomorrow when I wake up, things might be different. Plans for the funeral will be made. Tears will be shed, tissues used, will I still be hard and cold to it. I probably won’t cry again until the funeral. I will fight it. I don’t really mind showing weakness, but I don’t really like crying for whatever reason. So what? I don’t really want everyone to give me hugs when I get back. I don’t really need that attention. I’ll just want to move on. Praise God for the life he’s given you. We don’t really deserve it, but he’s given us grace and salvation. I have enough battery to last me a little while longer…pray for my aunt Linda…she’s alone. Pray for my mother and my aunt Donna, they weren’t able to say goodbye. Pray for my aunt Dorla…a lot of responsibility has been put on her shoulders; she’s the one in our family that lives in the same town as my uncle. Pray for my relationship with my sister. It’s going to be tested for sure this weekend. God bless.

Prone To Wonder

Come Thou Fount....such a great hymn. I've come to resort to prayer and worship music when I feel like I need to be thinking about God. Satan's attacks on me have seemling gotten stronger. I have a feeling it is because it is drawing nearer to me leaving for Paris. His battle would be won if I didn't even go to Paris. There would be none that would hear the Gospel from my lips and wouldn't have the opportunity to start worshiping God. I sense his darkness all around, but it is being removed by the light of God. As long as God is on my mind he will protect my heart. Praise God for the people that I have around me who love him too. He has been using them to keep me focused on the task. Three weeks until I leave. Two more weeks of school. Continue to pray for me!! I'm still struggling with faith. Money...why is it that the thought of money plauges us so? I don't know what to write. My mind is wandering.
For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.
Galatians 5:6 (Read all of Galatians 5)New International Version bold is my emphasis...
The only thing!!!!! Faith in Jesus Christ, in his resurrection, faith in our salvation, faith in forgivness, faith in grace, faith in mercy, faith in GOD!!!! Without the resurrection Christianity means nothing. Read Romans...as Paul starts out talking about how sinful man is, he shouts that it is faith in Christ alone that saves us!

Have More Faith

I got an email from one of the translators I met in Hungary in 04. It was soo exciting. I called the airline to set up the itenerary, and there weren't any flights back to the United States between july 29 and aug 8. The feeling in my stomach is oh no what am I going to do. I was in the third floor study lounge. I quickly grabbed my things, before I lost it in front of everyone, because public display of emotion, is definently not my thing. I sat in my room on my knees and literally cried before God asking him what I was going to do. I got up, went and ate dinner with Ashley, showed the scrapbook to Smeeding and came back here to call my dad. My dad found me a flight from Denver to Paris back to Denver, which doesn't include Budapest as a stop, but I leave Paris on Aug 8. I still need about $400 to even have enough to live in Paris for the 90 days that I'm supposed to be there, but there's definently not enough money for the extra 9 days. So is God asking me to trust him more? I think so...in my head I must argue that I don't have enough faith and I don't know how to trust him more....Hopefully someone can shead light. If you read this...Please pray for me...

In him,
Rachelle

A month before I go

So there is a little less than a month left before I go to France. God is doing many things to prepare me for this trip. Today is actually Easter. Praise God!! Without today, Christianity would mean nothing. We all need to be thankful for his sacrifice. John 3:16, an amazing verse says it all. "For God so loved the world, that he sent his only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." This weekend God showed me that even what we think is solid, is not solid, unless it is firmly established in him. I had the opportunity to see my best friend this weekend, but God decided to show me that its not what he wants for me right now. I think I need to be more focused on what God has for me today. I know we tend to look into the future, but what is the future? God could take away our life in a matter of seconds, he could take away the life of the ones we love in a matter of seconds as well. Our plans in life are nothing in comparison to what God has planned. It's funny that I try to argue with God when he wants me to do things. This boy, which shall be left undisclosed, was recently reavealed to me by God. He is in love with God and really has his heart in the right place; however, he is my friend and I fought with God for about three weeks, telling him that I didn't want to like him, but that I didn't want to lose the friendship that I have with him, or make it awkward. Wednesday, my friend and I talked and we're both on somewhat a similar page. It's amazing how God has slowly revealed things to me.

France...I've written out my testimony. I finally bought a dictionary...I have a book that I'm going to read until I leave...And I'm only missing $400. Wow, God is amazing. Continue to be in prayer for the people that I will be talking to. There are riots right now among the people, pray for my protection, I'm not worried, but I think my mom is! Thank you so much for your support. Don't be afraid to leave comments. Knowing you're praying for me is such a great encouragement.

in him,
Rachelle

Tesimony

Before I actually started having a relationship with God, I was only concerned with myself. I was fully absorbed in playing soccer. From 5th grade to 9th grade my family and I only went to church on Easter and Christmas. I hung out with the so called popular kids who were only concerned with what other people thought of them, so therefore, I only cared about what people thought of me. I cussed to fit in with the group. My actions never went beyond breaking the rules. My parents instilled me with enough when I was younger to respect rules and do what was right most of the time. On a flip of a coin I decided which high school to go to. I ended up meeting my friend Kim and having conversations about church. She invited me to go to church, which was the beginning of my transformation. Being naturally shy, I spent most of the time observing other Christians and how they acted and started mocking it, almost as a way to fit in. I would say I accepted Christ when I was 9 years old at the church camp my grandpa helped create. The bible studies leading up to that day were Christ centered and really explained what the Gospel was proclaiming. I was able to talk to my Grandma and pray with her as I accepted Christ. The look on her face is still a vivid memory. As I sat at the table in the dinning hall, with my hands in my head crying, I could tell she was praising God for revealing himself to me in a way where I would understand the sacrifice he made.
During the summer after my freshman year I got the opportunity to go to Alaska on a mission trip. I experienced something that I had never experienced before. I started reading my bible and praying every day. God somehow spoke to me on this trip urging me to start having a relationship with him and changing how I act to become more Christ-like. For the first time since I was 9 years old I was filled with the Holy Spirit and had a desire to grow and seek him. For a while before I started having a relationship with God I felt alone and struggled with just being me.
Being a Christian is not as easy as everyone makes it out to be. God is constantly refining us, as Malachi 3:3 says. There is always room for improvement. Right now I stand before you still struggling to totally rely on God, mostly because of my stubbornness, but also because of my lack of faith. I know God is in control, but I rarely give him complete and utter control. When I do, everything works out amazingly and more perfect then I could ever have. Thankfully God continues to have patience with me and pulls me out of the pit of despair. I am constantly reminded from the people around me how amazing God truly is.

Raising Support

So here it goes! I am leaving for France in 48 days. That is insane. I have about $400 so far. Not quite enough to eat for 75 days. I am hoping I can use my mom's air miles to get me to France. It's going to be amazing how God provides in the next couple of weeks. Be in prayer that God will provide the money for me to go. Also be in prayer that God will open the hearts of the people going. Pray for more people to accept the project. Hopefully you are all doing well.
Rachelle

 

Greetings

This is my blog so I can communitcate with everyone while I am in France this summer. Please feel free to leave me comments on this page. I will have an opportunity to go to an internet cafe everyonce in a while depending on how much it costs and how much time I have. I will be able to post pictures on here as well, so look forward to that. Please be in prayer for the people I will be witnessing to, that God would start to open their hearts and for the group.

God bless,
Rachelle